- by Tara Maya
Ha ha. I think you should write story A. Always try to write story A. You will probably fail because I think every writer probably fails from what they are trying to do. But, you will get better through the effort and a new story A will emerge and you should try to write that one even if it’s better than you. Your failures will become better and better and other people will see them as successes even if you don’t.
I totally agree with Davin. Just write story A and then edit the hell out of it! You can do it!!
I vote for A. I thought for the longest time I didn’t want to write my AWESOME story yet because I wasn’t a good enough writer and if I wrote it it would just suck and then I would have wasted a good story line.
But then I realized after reading many writer’s blogs that their first, second and third stories…didn’t always sell until their fourth or fifth one sold. And then and only then did they go back and get the first or second sold. BUT had they waited that long and wrote mediocre stories in the meantime that they didn’t plan on publishing, they could be waiting an eternity.
Write the story you are passionate about…give it the time it needs to progress into a masterpiece and while you are querying…move on to the next one.
You can always go back to it years later and read it to see if you can spot the reason it didn’t get pub’d. But at least you don’t have to waste the time again writing the whole thing. 😉
Every story ends up like this. You delve into it swim around a bit and realize the possibilities that were lying just under the surface. This should be exciting, but often it does end up making us feel inadequate as writers. I have wished so many times for the ability to transfer the magic of the story in my head to the page. Most of the time I just get a watered down version. But every once in a while there is that scene that I get just right and it makes it all worth it!
Wow, do I know this special hell. There has not been a single story I’ve written for which I have felt worthy. “I’m not a good enough writer to do this justice,” I tell myself. “I should write something less significant, less in need of a real artist.” But the thing is, and I know you know this, we have to just buck up and write the stories with the craft we have, else the stories will never be written, and we’ll never write anything at all. That would, you know, really suck.
I have an idea for a book that I have put off until I’ve written another, “easier” book first, because I’m “not ready” for the other book yet. Which is total bollocks. We only grow as writers by writing things that are hard to write. So let’s go grow as writers, already.
Oh my goodness! I agree with Davin. Just write Story A and give it the life it deserves. We can never live up to the highest expectations of ourselves, but you must try. Don’t back down.
Nothing good ever comes of flighty attentions. What are you, some kind of philandress of stories? 🙂
Go with A. By the time you get around to B you’ll be much better equipped to exploit those hidden charms. And yeah, then when you’re done with B you might want to glance back at A just to be sure you took in all the pleats properly.
And I wonder… I bet no one’s first story is ever one’s best. So putting it off can’t help much, can it?
(Loved this whole analogy btw.)
Ha!
Stick with story A until it’s done. One of the hardest parts about writing a novel is getting it done. That’s why so many people WANT to write a novel and never actually do. You can edit it and make it better, or you can move on to story B. But finish it.
I say jump right in. Jump, jump now, into whichever story you feel like the most. it doesn’t even have to be Story A (yes, be a maverick.) Start with Z if needs be. Just write the stories you have in you. Don’t worry about being worthy. Act as if ye have faith and faith will be given to you. Fake it ’til you make it.
Ah, I so understand this Tara! It’s that siren call of the next idea when you’re knee deep in the middle of a novel. It’s hard…you want to just move on. So been there. Several times.
There will always be a pedestal. There will always be that next idea. And you will always be smack dab in the middle. Arg.
I think I know you, Tara – Story A is not really better than Story B or C – everything you touch will have your magic in it – you just havent given the same thought to Story B as you have to A. So I say, write B – the key is that you are writing. B will be as worthy of a pedestal as A is, and who knows, maybe B will deserve a crystal pedestal.
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